perfect love;perfect smile

2006-01-14T15:52:00.000+08:00

just leave me alone.
i just suck.
i feel so hopeless.

2006-01-13T18:00:00.000+08:00

i feel so disgusted.
lols.forget it.
i dun wanna talk about it.
i dont think he'll read this anw,so what for.

interschs! woohoo!
lets see, we have Bukit Batok,Cck,Hong Kah,Fuhua and JurongVille.
we're playing like next tue.
and we gotta miss lots of classes.
well,still i hope the team can do well.
and i'm really looking forward to it.
same goes to my other teamates.

i'm trying my best to go on life with 3E1.
it has been tough.
and i couldnt understand what Miss Leong is talking about.
all i know,she cant pronounce'i' she goes like TAM,when its 'time'
and she says CHANA instead of 'china'
and i'm so proud that i'm a CHANISE.
lols.oh well, the rest of the lessons was quite okay.
i'm trying to LOVE 3E1 as much as i love 2e4.
but it definitely takes time.
i dont wish to regret next year AGAIN.

before i forget today is Frisay the 13th.
i remember what 2e4 kena last year!

2006-01-12T21:49:00.000+08:00

interschs are starting in less than a week time.
lets see,we're meeting 5 schools in the first round.
i hope we'll do well.

i am so tired! darn. can i like drop from 3e1.
its hell for me.
during tests,its not about you pass anot.
its all about how high u're gonna score.
and yeah for our bio test we took even before we started lesson.
heres the result,2 people passed.
both are from 2e4 (:
all crap,it has been raining SO often recently,
and i'm getting somehow irritated.
and this is not pms.
other than the weather,you know some people pissed me really off too.
and i dont wish to say anything bad.but it really makes me feel.....
argh.. i dont know how to describe.
gimme some life.
dont hate me and be my friend at the same time.PLEASE.

yesterday was my class chair CLEMENT's birthday.
oh well,happy birthday clement(: you really need some bashing.

i miss soccer badly.
but i know it is coming back real soon.

2006-01-10T14:57:00.000+08:00

rainy days please go away

my books seems like they have aged.
gone under rain and they're now almost torn and tattered.
i feel so cold now~

i've decided to love my 3e1 the way i love 2e4.
so that i wont regret at the end of next year.
but,it will never be as great as having 2e4.

shit. i think i still miss him.
but oh wells, i dont really care.

tanglin netballers;
jia you for west zone!
" i say tanglin you say net,you say net,you say net.
i say tanglin you say ball you say ball you say ball
i say tanglin u say NETBALL!"

2006-01-09T23:20:00.000+08:00

IDEAL PARTNER:
1) state whether ur partner is a male or female.
2) write down ur 8 requirements of your ideal partner.
3) tag 8 other pple and notify them that they are tagged.
_____________________________________________________________

1. what do you think?a guy of cus.

2. -older or same age.
-good attitude
-loves me as much as i love him.
-able to make me laugh!
-taller then me.
-romantic*
-someone who will care and share.
-understanding
**handsome is always a bonus(:

3. Do the quiz!AMANDA,Mitella,Victoria. 3 ppl will do lah. (; lazy ass.

2006-01-07T15:00:00.000+08:00

the soccer season is starting real soon,
and i am really looking forward to it.
despite my busy schedule with netball and studies.
for preparation for the asian qualifying games,
denmark will be dropping by singapore for a game.
though many big stars wont be there.
but i'm sure it will be a very good experience for the singapore team.
yeah,raddy have extended the contract.
and he have named the squad.

Goalkeepers: Hassan Sunny (Young Lions), Lionel Lewis (Home United), Fadhil Salim (Young Lions)

Defenders: Daniel Bennett (Woodlands Wellington), Aide Iskandar (Johor FA), S Subramani (Home United), Mustafic Fahrudin (Tampines Rovers), Baihakki Khaizan (Young Lions), Precious Emuejeraye (Gombak United), Noh Rahman (Geylang United), Aidil Sharin (Home United), Bah Mamadou (Home United)

Midfielders: Isa Halim (Young Lions), Ishak Zainol (SAFFC), Khairul Amri (Young Lions), Itimi Dickson (unattached), Tengku Mushadad (Young Lions), Hafizat Jauharmi (Tampines Rovers), Shahril Ishak (Young Lions), Goh Tat Chuan (Woodlands Wellington), Shi Jiayi (Young Lions)

Forwards: Fazrul Nawaz (Young Lions), Masrezwan Masturi (Woodlands Wellington), Indra Sahdan (Home United), Noh Alam Shah (Tampines Rovers), Ashrin Shariff (SAFFC)

as expected,agu casmir isnt inside.and since itimi is inside the squad.
and also,they will be playing in singapore against iraq for the qualifying games.and the good thing is, we have many senior players here.
hopefully this works(:

gd luck guys.

i thought ahmad latiff would be in.aww.
or at least more saf players.they arent bad after all.
wee.tough grping,but nothing is impossible.
once again,work hard for the asian qualifying rounds.

2006-01-06T19:36:00.000+08:00

school was alright.
basically, we're all sticking to our old classmates.
and its a quiet class.
and i'm really not used to it.
of cus,we can learn better in this class.
i miss 2e4,and we still spend our recess together! like the past!

and my current Literature teacher.
also my ex-english teacher.
known as Doctor Lau.
she kept saying about 2e4.
how disastrous 2e4 can be.
not knowing we only do all nasty things to her.
all the 2e4 girls have a paper apple each.
cus an apple a day keeps the doctor away.
and were all so reluctant to greet her.
and the class was noisy,and i think nobody listened to her
she isnt fit to hold a doctor degree at all.
like she tease people.and she thinks she is always right.
she tried doing all things to us,
yet she suffered terribly under us.

1 thing for sure she did on purpose,
she knows newspaper is coming out for end of year exam.
yet she didnt care to teach.
leaving more than 1/2 the class to fail eng for the paper 1.

i hate teachers like that.but i dont have a choice

2006-01-03T21:41:00.000+08:00

first day of school.

i was looking forward to first day of school somehow.
for the trophys! and argh! Mr Ho havent make the trophys yet!
hey! thats like so long ago!haha
so yeah, i guess EVERY 2e4ian blogging in their blogs.
must be saying that they are not used to the quiet class.
likewise me too.i feel so.... not myself at all.
and i miss my 2e4 like mad! argh. the class i ahve now with me.
i dont know how to describe it. the people in there are okay.
just that..... i dont know! argh.
i just dont feel being myself. and i cant seem to adapt to the environment well.
and i seriously hope 2e4 will still keep in touch and whatsoever.
my form teacher NOW,
was my previous Co-Form teacher.
yeah mdm heng! shes a nice women! argh.
but i'm sure she miss 2e4 too! boohoo!
lols. eng teacher is Ms Solastri!
argh i'll be glad if she teaches us LITERATURE!
and our lit teacher is Dr Lau.
and she kept badmouthing last year's 2e4.
just for the things we did to her.
all the silly things we did to her
just becus we hated her AS A CLASS.
and then,my Maths teacher is Mr Lee Han Seng.
hod of maths. i think he should be okay.
Chem is my form teacher mdm heng
and the rest of the 2 scis i'm not too sure.
pe is mr lim keng guan.haha. quite okay lah.
chi i'm also not too sure.
but whatever it is, i'll try to keep myself happy in class lah.
haha. i hope i wont doze off during class.
which i normally do LAST YEAR(:
i wanna be guai kia already.
i mean in class. haha.
of cus i still tuck out shirt and stuff like tt
just hope my phy teacher is not tan puay eng aka dm
will do(: haha later he fine me.haha

training was tiring today.
and i got back for my first training after so long.
like i felt so lost at point of time lah.
but my other teammates taught me all the things that i'm not sure.
and yeah. i really wish to win smth during intersch.

darn darn. i still miss him.

may all the 2e4ians stay happy in ur class.
whatever class you guys are in.
though we all noe we miss 2E4 BADLY!
2e4 rocks!

2006-01-02T11:16:00.000+08:00

wells.i think i'll be dead beat after i come back.
so yeah.i think i better blog now.
and school is starting soon. i dont know if i can still fit in to my old skirt.
haha. i've grown fatter during the holidays! i got to admit that.
i am seriously not ready for school yet.
oh well, we'll see tmr. i think i wil miss 2e4 like crazae.

i'm feeling so much better now.
oh wells, i am also becoming a listener too!
this is so wonderful! i really wish to share troubles with my friends.
whoever,if u really need someone to talk to.
though i might not be the best choice or i might not be perfect.
but yeah.you can always come to me!

anw, i'm looking forward to sch cus i wanna get my trophys!
mwahaha.
i'm so proud of my team!

2006-01-01T00:01:00.000+08:00

whao,its 2006 now!
i just finished my post 15mins ago.
or rather last year.
usual celebration,count down at MSN.lols
lets see. with my netball team.
3 generations! haha.
and yeah.usual thing that happen 2 years ago.
was count downing with Sim Ping.
usual routine lah. i dont really remember last year. only 2 years back.
except,there were few extra words.lesser this time. lols.
oh well, HAPPY NEW YEAR!
(:

oh haha, i was talking with simping.
and OH! he might be joining u16.
maybe next year or smth?
he asked me to help him look out for vacancies.
what if he really joins?! haha
omg. den we talked bout lots of stuff
eco. haha. he leaked out a secret they kept for 2 years.
and none of us girls knew anything! haha
its not a real secret anw.
they did a stupid thing,thanks to hz.haha!
hes my new person topic-generator!
my new student lah!
mwahaha. i'm training him
to be a better boyfriend.
so next time he and his girlfriend wont go topicless.
haha! he did quite well as first timer lah.haha
tmr jia you again!
has been a long time since i chatted so long with him.haha
cus we have no topic to talk about.
its different this time.
no topic also must become have topic.
haha.
hes memory quite gd.
can remember what we call my daddy.
we call him dog.or at least puppy chua.haha
puppy cuter right! lols.
make me laugh like shit.lols!
hes the 1st person i talked to in 2006.
haha.
its 1.58now!

talk to braham also.haha
art class. not bad lah his drawings.haha
but he abit siao siao 1.
i mean in pri sch! do all sorts of stupid stuff.
same class as lennard next year
darn i think lennard must be damn cute now
with his NERD specs.haha
see him must ji siao him!
last time like to ji siao me! now its my turn!#$%@#
oh well, its so fun talking to pri sch frens.
OMG! braham can draw really well
with the com summore! bravo!

this is SL! nice right!

haha. so cute!

coloured.lols.1/2 coloured by me.not nice lah!

2005-12-31T22:21:00.000+08:00

in a blink of eye,2005 is coming to an end.
this year have been an what i call eventful year.
so many countless things happen,and they are all something i will remember for life.
from studies to netball to work.
whao,this year certainly passed fast.
this year is a very special year.
and it wasnt like any other years,
where i go 'i miss 6f' one and only 6f.
and nothing much happen throughout.
from the ups and downs of my dailys, to the tears of joy.
i've been thinking so much this year,
so many things ran through my head when i cant sleep.
things have changed.things have certainly changed.
i believe i changed my thinkings too.
not all things are what i want them to be.
2e4.has always been one of the most beautiful things in my life this year.
a bunch of people who i'll see almost everyday.
a bunch of people who will care and share.
i remember how sad i was when the bdiv lost to ctss.
i cried like crazee in class and yep,those people were there.
6f.my best class.which i have not forgotten until now.
yes,i do remember everything we did (:
i love captains ball. and the way we love each other!
netball life was never the same as compared to last year.
more competitive and more hardwork is needed.
we teared after our last match.
and as a team we've worked hard.
i love the team!
soccer.something that interest me in the middle of the year.
something again,that brings me laughter and joy.
although there will be a new season next year,
i wouldnt be the same again.
i miss the people who are going away.
through soccer, i've known several good friends.and even some of the players
and they were wonderful(:
now the bads,but things i will still remember.
yes,i am not gonna deny the fact that my parents are divorcing.
this is my blog,and i do speak from the bottom of my heart.
i dont care whatever readers are gonna say about this.
but i know i've been strong.
i have yet to drop any single tear yet.
and the people who walked with me through all this.
my netball team.
and someone whom i call a true friend.
how would i define it?
someone who will listen to you when u're down.
someone who will advice you and cheer you up.
someone who will help you in whatever way he/she can.
someone who will say and do.
Siew Hong,thanks for everything.
thanks for being a true friend.
another person who has been my secret true friend.
i dont tell him much,but he will try to help.
and this person is none other than Jit Yong.
suprise to see your name here?(:
i realise soccer is partly to be here.
i lie to my parents.when i go for soccer matches.
and i really have to say sorry.
though they might not see it.
but i dont wish to keep in inside my heart anymore.
and the final thing that i will remember.
love! yes. i am not attached.
i dont know how to say this.but i rejected the guy i like.
because of his attitude.
i thought i would forget him like weeks later.
after he have gone back.
but things didnt go what i expected them to be.
when its time to let go, i'll let go.
i havent completely got him off my mind.
again,so many things have changed me.
and i want to start a new year being a new me.
i dont wanna bring the past along with me.
but i know somehow,i will start to think of the past again.
same quote.
fate decides to everything.
all i can do is do what i can.

i cant believe i blog this much.
its 11.42 now. i've been typing this for more than an hour.
trying to recall all stuffs (:

2005-12-31T01:04:00.000+08:00

i actually didnt intend to blog at this hour.
but since its already the 31st.
which means really really soon it will be 2006.
i just feel like blogging more.

this is at cck. one of the places i miss the most
2 years back.i remembered once i went with..
my guys.and i was the only girl.
symone was suppose to tag along but didnt.
farhad was there.and samuel wasnt suppose to go.
but he suddenly appeared.
i miss all those days(:
remember what is JE-LA-PANG.haha
eh! thats my old house address but not my lrt station!

today i went out in the morning with my childhood friend.
shes a girl whom i know when i was just a few months.
supposingly she is suppose to be older than me.
but shes studying sec1 now.
shes someone i always used to share thing with.
we're very open with each other.
whatever questions we have we just ask.
no second thought.
i really miss her! been a year since i last saw her.
so we went lot1 and did our usual stuff.
and we were having luncg at the kopitiam or whatever you call it.
there was this old tiko!
kept smiling at us,waving and looking!
like wth,and we couldnt stop laughing i dont know why.
so we quickly went off after we finish our lunch.
we went to alot of shops.
and here! is comic connection!
we found this!
seen a doraemon with EARS?
here one!

super nice shoe i saw at seiyu but the size i want is sold out!
and re-stocking is like 7pm and i'll be at work at that time.
so aww, i have to go back another day.

so headed to work.
was basically slacking again,
as usual.hehe.
so yeah. since its my last day THERE.
so i took lots of pictures to show that ERA cheats.
JOSH,dont kill me if u see this.
boohoo!

thats one of the office tables with all the namecards.

further back of the office.

the course agents take.

office lah!

my leader lah! still let me take pic of him.lols
CHEATER CHEATER CHEATER!
the job sucks so much!
argh. i hate this man.

oh wells,i'll write more stuff when its close to 12am later in the day.
i miss 2005.

2005-12-28T23:43:00.000+08:00

okay,i'm back =)
and i'm so happy after so many many things has happened.
met the girls at dover.
headed off to Clarke Quay.
we had NO idea how to get there.
and we were all hungry,
so we decided to have lunch.
and you know,at clarke quay,
most of the pubs open at night.
so it was rather quiet.
so we walked around,saw reverse bungee!
it cost like $35 for a ride! like WHAO.
and you can fly really high.
so we walked and found Macdonalds.
so we had Mac,and i saw someone really like kelly.
i mean the features and stuff.but i dont think she is.
argh,so we actually took a cab from Liang Court?!
like what the heck,Ministry Of Sound is like where we walked pass,
when we were looking for food to it,dummies!
so we reached and we saw Lionel.
quite shuai lah actually.then saw Tengku,Zackaria.
i thought alam shah was coming.but he isnt.
i thought bennett is coming,but didnt.
so aide came!
like wth! he came all the way from MALAYSIA?
i hope hes coping well,
as expected,Bai was one of the last few to reach.
when i first saw him,wah. so shuai!
then we sat down at quite at the side.but so near.lols
so blah blah.the environment was gd,and the atmosphere very high.
so theres this singer,i like her chi song.
and they also introduced the WCG guy who is World no. 2.Wilson.
so blah blah.
the MC introduced the boys,
and wah.all so handsome! (:
and they did a dance.
bai and lionel keep laughing lah.haha
so cute!all of them,aww gd thang,all of them are professional dancers now.
CHICKEN LITTLE!haha
to watch a video of their learning class,
sorry,for the 2nd grp,i only manage to shoot Zack.
cus people blocking me.
and you noe,the players are standing real close to us.haha
almost fainted.duhh!
so they did funny stuffs lah.moblog stuff.
and bai seems like the 1st time login in to moblog after a long time.
haha.he was looking at the screen like...nv see before?
and he doenst reply message lah! i mean HARDLY.

BREAKDANCE! was super duper cool!
like WHAO.i'm really amazed.
i think their head is made of metal or smth.haha
the toilet is very cool also!
whao,this is a wonderful pub experience!
like i mean i gotta wait till 4 more years to go inside again.
haha.so we left and took some pics and stuff lah.

and then went back HOME!
so cool!
my photo album
PLEASE GO TO' ALL STARS NIGHT'
more pictures will be uploaded when i'm free,
and as for the match photos,
i dont think i wanna put it in.
i'll just reserve space for the next season!

to watch all the videos,
please go to VIDEOS

2005-12-28T11:55:00.000+08:00

did some some shopping 2 days ago.
my dad got me a O2Xda mini.
its quite bulky but its a cool phone.
haha.heres a picture of it.

next,my mum got me a digital cam.

except that mine is 5.0 megapixel lah.
lols.

went to seoul garden ytd,
was really fun,we did all kinds of crazae stuff.
and everybody trying to aim marlene lah.lols
made food punishment.
and we were all bloated lah.so full.
den went walk around.

hais.i miss grandma.

2005-12-25T00:28:00.000+08:00

its officially 25th Dec now.
i wanna wish all people.
MERRY CHRISTMAS.
may all your wishes come true.
have a blessed christmas
take care;

a chrismas greeting may seem to be small, but means alot.

2005-12-24T18:54:00.000+08:00

its the time of the year again!
and i really cant wait for christmas.
i hope Santa do exist!
i want presents from santa and give him a big big hug!
i remembered i wished for a scanner last year.
cus,i was doing the class blog and had no class photo.
but it never came true.
well. i hope its exception this year!
all i want for,is to forget that person.
please please.i thought i have forgotten him.
i tried my best to forget that person.
but that person pops up again!
urrgh.

i'll be going shopping on mon.
what do u call that,post-christmas shopping?
aww.sounds a little funny.
just call it end-of-year shopping spree then.
i'm gonna get lots of things for myself.wahaha.
yes! i'll be busy next week.
i'm looking forward to so many things!
monday, i'll do shopping and meeting my pri sch mates!
tuesday,SEOUL GARDEN with bdiv! i wonder if hong jun is still there.lols
wednesday,young lions party.
isnt that wonderful?!
i definitely LOVE christmas!

i truely hope my wish would come true!
and wait, i am greedy!
i have more wishes!
i wanna wish everyone to be happy and healthy always!

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE? lols!

2005-12-21T22:41:00.000+08:00

today has been a great day,
not only for me,i think its for the whole team.
even though we were down without peishi,
we tried our best lah!
so we deserve a round of applause ***
lols.we didnt give in our best for our opening match against Damai.
we know we are gonna lose,just that its how much we lose.
we tried to pull the score nearer.
but it was a better play as compared to yesterday's game.
score ended 16-6.
when ytd,the score was like 22-4 i think.
i subbed in,in the 2nd half.
my Idol didnt play in 2nd half.lols
for our 2nd match against nanhua.
we lost to them.was suppose to be a tight game.
i played Centre.tired but i know it was a must-win match.
you know,i haven been training for years.
and all my stamina and everything went down.
i really hope we can win the match.
but we still lost to them.
we didnt really get demoralise.
cus we know we HAVE TO win our last game to reserve a 3rd place.
we gave in all our best.
we were leading in the 1st half by 1 goal.
in the 2nd half,i panic like SHIT.
i threw a ball too high to Germaine.
and also a untouched centre pass!
OMG. i wasnt happy with the umpire's decision at times.
actually,i'm already very tired in the 1st half.
i just wanted to win the game.
and that what all of my teammates wanted.
we were down in the 2nd half.
and then we had alternate goals.
in dying seconds.
i pass a ball to Huiyu,she came out.
unpire called for GK obstruction.
it was already time.
since its a penalty shot,
Yunhua took it,and CHOP! there it goes inside the net!
we were all so happy!
and we cried. we fought our best and finally we get the result.
all of us were really happy (:
i think we really deserve a 3rd position.
we're now more like a team. true true.lols.
Germaine is definitly a good add to the team!
lols.
to my Teammates!
we played well! and lets take a good short rest
and get back to work for our west zone! (:

Juniors!
you guys did well too! ehh. Melissa's shooting scary ah!
we people sitting outside very kan cheong! lols

oh btw,the the top 4 teams that got into 2nd round is the same.
i mean c div and b div is exactly the same.
and after today's game!
the order is still the same!
as in
1st: Damai
2nd:Nan Hua
3rd: Tanglin
4th:Henderson
for both B div and C div.
oh btw,congrats to those who won today!
and also to those who is injured,get well soon!

we found so many look-alike in this carnival!
lols.Idol is a funny person.lols!
dont forget,shes good on court!

maybe this 3rd position can motivate the sec2s to work even harder for interschools.
i remember we really wanted a medal/trophy.
i mean the sec2s.cus we didnt get a chance to get any last year.
and as for this year.we almost got it,but didnt.
maybe for the last carnival of the year,
this can motivate us for next year! JIA YOU bdiv!
ehh remember "jiang hua,jiang hua,jiang hua"
and for the whole team," tanglin GO!"

2005-12-20T21:22:00.000+08:00

had our bdiv carnival today.
was great at the beginning.
we started off playing with Nan Hua in the first game.
all of us could clearly remember that carnival that we lost to them in our 1st match.
now, we finally beat them!
though i didnt play,i really felt happy.
we played against Tanjong Katong,Outram,Riverside,Henderson,Damai
and of cus Nan Hua.
Damai is definitly a strong team.
they are quite well-coodinated and their passes and everything were just perfect.
Henderson game,we lost by a few goals.
we are through to the top 4.
we'll be playing tomorrow,at the same place.
okay,what really happened was that.
our so called 'main player' was injured.
during the last game.and she wont be fit for tmr's game.
i hope she'll recover really fast.
and i hope we'll still be able to beat other schools even though Pei Shi isnt there.
so Pei Shi, GET WELL SOON!.
oh.. also, i want to take this chance to thank the team.
for the CARD.was beautiful,oh wait MARLENE!
i didnt cry! just felt touched! haha.
anyway,thanks(:
okay,this shall be my praising session!
i really admire her. like wth!
shes pro like.. ermm. undescribe-ble
shes a cool girl with her own style.
and good thing is her name got to do with bai.lols
but shes totally opposite.shes so dark!lols.
oh well. shes a pro girl lah!
shes not shuai.her style of play is!
i think if this continues,pei shi will be my idol also.HAHA!
alright,for tomorrow! JIA YOU both DIVISION!(:

2005-12-19T22:30:00.000+08:00

oh. juniors had their carnival today.
not too bad actually,some were really crucial.
and my heart went like pumping really fast
then headed to meet my cliques.
had seoul garden!
guess who i saw! Hong Jun!
lols. he didnt recognise me at first.
then i ask him if hes from tanglin.
haha.then he become super friendly.
then we went shop all the while
hmm..blah blah blah.
was really fun though.
i also saw the.. u know the 2 twins from gymnastics
then one in seagames! that 14yearold one!
yes yes! okay. i saw them! (:

darn. i wont deny that i still have a lil feelings for Sim Ping.
but its no longer the same feeling i had 2 years ago.
oh well,so i got my shades!
and they force me to take neos!
omg! lols.

tmr is our carnival.
so many things happened.
i really dont wish to bring the team.
save me!

2005-12-18T17:58:00.000+08:00

i dont know what is wrong with me right now.
i dont know how i would describe my feelings right now.
oh well, i did miss you like shit.
you wont feel how i feel.
but life still has to go on without you.
i think the bc craze is back,back again.
darn.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO
KEVIN YEO;
BENNY NG

hey, no more birthdays on the 17th dec eh?
lols.

2005-12-15T08:39:00.000+08:00

today was kinda okay.
went out with my work friends before going to work.
was basically slacking around. and wells,
at least i get to know some of them
that jia wei siao siao one.lols.
i dont know whats hes up to.hes always trying to be funny.
oh well, say hi to those bitchanates.

bitchanates:bitches worst than bitches.

i slept at 3+ last night.i just couldnt sleep.
once again,so many thousand things ran through my mind.
and i have endless problems to solve.
and i dont know what shes trying to do.
just to say,my whole house is in a chaos.
okay.i was messaging aron.
WAIT,i didnt message him cus i like him.
cus i was super bored.and since hes 24hr free.lols.
ytd got lotsa show to watch. hais.

i miss netball.

chaos chaos.whos gonna survive?
i think i wont be the one.

depressed.
sorry for being the hot topic among you guys.
i dont wish to.but...
whatever it is,i wanan take this chance to thank everyone who walked with me,
through all this.
my teammates for being so understanding.
after having skipping training for whatever reasons.
and my bestie siewhong,
who tries her best to get things right for me.
to replace michelle.
thank you everyone.
i know theres someone i can trust.

2005-12-13T13:20:00.000+08:00

i did a skin out of boredom.
i mean it has been years since i make a skin and submit it.
darn.i wasted like lotsa time on the rainbow.
oh well. i still prefer my model skin lah.lols.
so yeah. will make another skin soon.
and i'll submit the model one.
will be heading for work later on.
(:
and i wanna go escape soon! lols

oh darn,the screen was left BLANK.
i panicked like shit.
cus i dont wanna spoil my bro's com again.
i know what hes gonna do to me.
lucky,its just that the loose plug came off.
PHEW.

2005-12-13T00:20:00.000+08:00

sometimes,i really hope i can share all my pain with someone.
someone who truely understands me.
for those who were by my side through all this.
thanks.
since its all over now,i dont wanna rake up the past anymore.
someone special;
my partner in crime.
someone who have been through thick and thin with me.
someone that i'll go to when i feel so freak out.
and last but not least,the person who gives me the best advice.
thanks so much(:

the closer he came,the more i thought of my past.
darn. i dont know what the hell am i doing.
it seems that i can take up to a thousand years,
to really forget someone i used to like.
the one that left deep memory,
the one whom will sacrifise and give up anything.
theres no turning back for us.
but thanks for every single thing;
i really love those days(:

whatever it is,
life still has to go on.
i'll take it step by step.
no matter what happens,
i know there will be someone i can rely on.

please stop wasting your time.you know who am i refering to.
Pamela,if you're reading this,dont scold me lah.
i'm just trying to be straightforward and you noe.
in this case,i wont hurt that person more.
its impossible.
argh wait, i noe what you're gonna say.
"you'll never know" right?
i'm very sure this time round =DD